As I am writing this entry in Dalat in my usual cafe I must say that I also never thought that I would be working as a professional musician in Vietnam. This is the reason why I didn't want to make plans in the beginning. If I had had my trip plotted and flights booked I wouldn't be here now enjoying quite a relaxing life. Everything good has come to an end nevertheless and so is my bass players career here in Vietnam coming to an end, at least for some time. But I won't go to that topic more than this on this entry.
I don't know exactly what I wanted to say to you my dear readers but when I woke up this morning I just felt a strong urge to write something on this glorious second anniversary day.
I guess one of the feelings that is on the top of my mind is how blessed I am to be able to do what I've been doing for the last two years. I understand that I belong to a extremely small minority who are actually able, but also, and maybe even more so, willing to live a life as a drifter/expat/backpacker. Because in the end my current life style is more about will than the possibility. It's way too easy to think up excuses why one couldn't do the same. This is not for everybody though. Most of us need the security of knowing what's gonna happen in the future. I instead enjoy not knowing what I'm gonna do or what's gonna happen. More than anything, this journey has strengthened my self confidence. I know that I will always somehow manage and survive.
If you didn't raise a glass for my birthday, please raise a glass for me for my second anniversary (and even if you did for the bday)! I know I'm gonna do some glass raising today....muahahahhahaaa.
Teemu "Oooops, I played a wrong note" Paananen.
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